i got in an accident today. everyone is fine...sort of. my tire on the passenger side in the front is bent inwards and my front light is fucked up. car is not drivable..need to get the roter (SP) fixed..axel is fine. about $1000 worth of damage. insurance goes up $200. $65 ticket because the cop was a fucking dick. it was my fault. i'm glad i didnt have anything illegal in my car. i'm pissed i have no fucking car for like two weeks now ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. maybe i shouldnt speed so much.....that would take the fun out of driving though soooooo fuck that. :D

in conclusion: i fucking hate old people who cant drive. i am also quite possibly having the worst month of my life. 6.5 months left. fuck maryland.

in other news: i've been accepted to penn state (YAY), miami university of ohio (YAYAYAYAY), univeristy of pittsburgh (yay), Indiana University of Penn (saftey school..fuck that school) ....i got my miami acceptance today so maybe today wasnt so bad.

***new profile picture. i know some of you will ask so here's the explanation. obviously thats not a picture of me but rather of my friend Byron. Yes, those are real bills..$100 bills. and yes thats a real gun in his pants..freak out. ....hot? i know. ok the end.***

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i'm alive? i'll update at least once a week. i was really busy with college apps earlier thus no updates...publically anyways. sorry kids. so here's whats been going on.... 

* i graduate june 1 !!!

*i've heard back from 2 of the 6 schools i applied to and i've gotten accepeted to both. :) gotten accepted to university of pittsburgh and indiana of penn (saftey school)

* i dyed my hair again its like red and black i dunno most of you see me on a regular basis

* certain substances have taken over my life haha

* i've met alot of people this past year its crazy

* i've done alot of really stupid things this past year but dont regret any of it hehe

* i turn 18 in like 7 months (FUCK YES!!!!)

* so many good shows i've been to this past year and will continue this year plus i'm moving out

life has been really really crazy lately ..work is fine there are a lot of cool people up at the shopping center and people always come visit me. everythings going ok i guess.. i dunno also i'm getting ok at bass. i love music and have discovered painting and how i'm actually good at it. i dunno not much has changed except lots of crazy happenings but its been really good times haha. also i got a cell phone like my own so if you ever need to reach me or wanna chill or are dying and need me to come get you (kidding): 301-661-2402. also free long distance bitches so if u live in like fucking hawaii feel free to call or leave ur number. yeah thats all. this is what you've all been dying to read i know lol.

currently playing: "Schisim"-TOOL!

it was my birthday yesterday ..happy birthday to meee. i had a really nice birthday i must say. you guys made it the bestest :). 

1. recieving first happy birthday really really early morning from mr. sean :D. thanx kimi and sam too. :). 2. buying hot new shoes and getting lots of money but giving it all back (the money) because i felt bad for getting so much heh. 3. people calling me and saying happy birthday :) and getting together before work to celebrate and make angela happy haha ...seeing gregory!! and vince!! and susanne!! :o. 4. EVERYONE showing up at cvs and katie running into shit and almost knocking it over and telling everyone to say happy birthday to me in line because shes a crack head lol :) oh i also got to see phil!!! 5. last but not least. getting trashed. the end. thank you guys :). i luff you.

..its been a while.. school starts soon... last year thank god. cant wait till college and the end of dealing with obnoxious people and fake ass people. highschool..best four years of your life? i dont think so. i hate people..it doesnt work out too well for me but i love being a bitch to people i dont like so its ok i suppose. hatered is the way to go. haha..sweet dreams.

-edit- andrew (guy who works with me) gave me $17 for my 17th birthday...hehe hes so sweet :).

currently playing: "cold"- lacuna coil \m/ ...kicked so much ass at ozzfest.

so yesterday was OZZFEST...i went. :) second stage..it was alright not as good as last year though. main stage...AMAZING. we were very very dissapointed with the sound system SLAYER had and how they didnt turn the fucking shit up. greg concluded slayer at nation was 835035365 times better because of the sound. They performance was awesome though. Priest...my god they were just INCREDIBLE. Best performance. I have to go see them again..i'm thinking about goint to another ozzfest. Sabbath...good as always, bottles flying every fucking where, lighting pizza boxes on fire. Getting hit on by creepy mother fuckers, being asked if i wanted to be fanned over and over by some drunk guy. Being completly fucked up the entire time, meeting nice people and sharing joints and seeing people i've met from other shows :). Pushing all the way front to the gate. It was a wonderful way to spend sunday. Me, jake, mike and greg..can't go wrong.

There was so much fucking drama yesterday..i think everything is ok now though. Fuck you people and your drama. blah. i'm so so so glad i didnt see anyone i didnt wanna see. So happy. My ears are shot and i'm burnt out..it was a good day minus the drama adn walking around so much trying to find people.